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My perpetually changing truth

Posted on Dec 1st, 2008 by TJ monkey : Product of Society TJ monkey
I am not here to tell you my story. Just know I do not want drama. I just wanna chill. I just want to be the fly on the wall. All I want is your company. What else is there in the train wreck we as a species have manifested?
 
I just want the freedom to think. To find my truth. To learn. To love... To love especially.
 
Death is life; action is reaction, the duality of being, everything and nothing. Personality is based on subjectivity of truth and the affinity for living. Our purpose as an organism of equal exchange has been replaced with selfish desire and unhealthy vice. We, as human beings obsessed with creation, are ruining the canvas upon which resides our only attainable universe thus far. Perpetually addicted to the search for truth, we carelessly cast aside our unified responsibility for the womb that created our very existence in this universe. Having raped each other and ourselves with our thirst to covet, how do we change? How can being the change you see in this world affect the path of humanity towards a higher understanding of our state of reliance and power? Can one make a difference? Have there been those who affected the course of human history and evolution of mind and formula for life? The alchemy of the human mind will never cease to amaze our kind. For to each his own self-consciousness arises, and on a much grander scale, we admire our species in awe and excitement. For its hate and love, for logic and stupidity, genius and talent. The art of living, here in our very own gallery of life. One and the same here we live amongst unseen genius and all we care for is vice and greed, suffering and the darkness of death and jealousy, of control and the appeasement of madness, our lust for the appearance of title in ignorance towards others concerned only with their own entitlement. Nature has given us her soul, her body, her blood, her life. We have yet to fertilize the soil with our own good health. I have nothing to add. For those who know me this is why I am always lost in thought. The mind I possess is possessed by the mind I possess.
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Channel my positive energy

Posted on Dec 1st, 2008 by TJ monkey : Product of Society TJ monkey
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for December 01, 2008:

I need perserverance... I need to overcome my vice and addiction to danger and procrastination... I want to finish what I have started with school... I need to continue to channel my sexual energy towards things of a non sexual nature... what I need is more self-Control and disipline and to take care of myself as much I as take care of others.
 
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Vocabulary

Posted on Nov 15th, 2007 by TJ monkey : Product of Society TJ monkey
       Words as a median for communication. Trying to convey one's thoughts in comprehensible words is difficult when one develops a vast vocabulary. For simple ideas can be explained in one word. This makes speech arduous because one who does not understand your words would interrupt in order to find small meanings, unable to see the greater meaning. A greater meaning beyond their comprehension. So speak gently with veraciousness thus emitting knowledge as oppose to frustration over the simplicity of language.
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oral diarrhea

Posted on Nov 15th, 2007 by TJ monkey : Product of Society TJ monkey

     Are beliefs just a way of existing to others? Beliefs concrete enough to form an unnoticed veil of pride. Pride for the unfathomed faith in one's own "common sense". Seems ridiculous, and yet we talk and talk as if we have no self-control. But what's so wrong talking to pass the time by? So long as it is not idle talk to keep one from thinking too hard. Such talk is reserved for the narcissistic ignorant fools who only talk for the sound of their own voice. I hate diarrhea. Diarrhea of the oral labial persuasion.

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